Tuesday, November 15, 2011 ♥
♥ 1:05 AM
Dear Diary,
It's been a while since I last blogged, the reason why I chose to blog now it's that I'm really angry of what actually happened in my life, I really hope that by blogging, I can actually relieve some angers inside me and move on with life. :)
Alright that's this two person let's name it P and B. As a first timer in dogs, I don't know how to take care of my girl Lilo, therefore I chose to create a facebook for her and get to know some dog friends. Whatever I'm not sure with, I'll post in facebook stuff and hope that they could actually give me an answer to my enquires. At first I'm grateful to B, she introduced to nice clinic and NICE vet to me etc.. So, this vet introduced Traditional Chinese Medication and acupuncture to my girl who was born having genetic problem. It's cost $40+ TCM and $70+ acupuncture once a week, which I can't afford at ALL! However this heartless B, actually told P this privates stuff and both of them actually come forward to send me facebook message to me on 11.11.11.
B : "Joanne, i need to be very blunt here. Ive seen you posting things that you bought etc. If all these money are saved for her treatments, wun it be better?"
Vet said that the chances of LILO recovering will be very slim BUT can try TCM + Medication BUT can try. What for I "TRY" by wasting both my boyfriend's or Mum's precious money for something that is slim? (I've not working about 6 months now and I spend a lot on her for her sterilization etc) And she's so stressed up by those medication and muzzle during her visit to the vet? Btw, Lilo's problem is genetic and I already faced the facts that she won't be well. So I just trying to give her more love and let her comfortable as possible. Am I wrong?
P : "When you adopted her, you knew what you were getting into. You knew her condition because you were fostering her. if you couldnt afford it, you should have found somebody that could."
Lilo came into my life without able to walk normally, even now with supplement and loads of love from me, she could walk better now without falling that she used to be. A lot of people laughed at how she "march" or "dance". How many people can actually accept and adopt her just like me? Will you? Yes, I might not be rich enough to afford her treatment, but I'm willing to be with her for 24 hours a day, 3 walks a day etc... Could someone else could? Btw, I didn't know her condition until I adopted her. as during the fostering time, I only thought that she had difficulties in walking, until I know her condition properly, she's already been adopted and loved by me. How could I be so heartless by finding her another adopter when she's so attached to me? IF I didn't managed to adopt her in time, she's already put to sleep and won't be here at earth anymore? Agree? I can swear to the god and everyone around me, my love for lilo is true and I'll do anything for her.
P : " If her condition doesn't improve, I won't be surprised if she passes before **** does"
PS: **** is her 13 year old dog.
Alright, if she really can foresee the future, I'm actually amazed by what she could. I always thought that only god has the ability to do that. Let's open my eyes big big and see, I'm confident that Lilo can live longer than her dog. :)
P : "A lot of people think that she is because she can speak well and carries herself properly."
Please don't make me laugh~ BTH.
Anyway unfortunately on the 11.11.11, I've lost 2 friends both B and P, but I glad I did. I gained two more friends instead! :)
Btw, I really feel better now.
Signing off,
Joanne.
Labels: LILO, 生气
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